Emo!!!

I really dunno why my car so easily break down now days after i just paint up my whole car... I was like so swt and down after i keep going back to the work shop for repair. Hmm... my car have been follow me for 5 years dee and i really love it and appreciate when the time i race with other car. It was so fun and exited although i just lose for 2 times out of 10. And I do really dun wan to give up on you now! I just hope that you get better after visiting the work shop this time! Dun even fail me again bro!

Today I actually call up my good friend to fetch me to work cause i know she is going out with my friend at gurney plaza and she will be picking up them. Then after 2nd time i call her, she tell me that my friend wanna go praigin mall instead of gurney. And i do ask 2 of my friends and they said they are going to gurney plaza. Zzz... when i heard the reason she gave me, i just give up and say nevermind. What ever her bf call me up and ask for my help to fetch him go college or have lunch, I didn't voice or ask. Do we call this as friend? some time a normal friend can really treat me better then good friend. After this happen I just better depend on myself. This day i take rapid to work and this is the 1st time after 4 year i was all depend on my car! Hate it because I already promise Shan that 1 day we will take rapid to gurney instead of my car. Zzz...

Tonight before I finish work I read all the blog from Shan and it really make down and emo when I read until her article about ex bf. So I decided to drive out my GTI after repair from workshop today... After I was so high driving in high speed suddenly a Toyota Yaris come BANG me from the side. After this happen and he try to smoke my GTI by turning away and drive so fast. Too sad for him your car is only Yaris and impossible for you to smoke me kid! after i chase him from Penang Road until in front of Citibank, finally he stop at side and have a talk with me. And i think he will continues drive if I didn't take a video and picture of his car (PHW 3793). The 1st words he tell me is "I'm so sorry bro, I thought you are my friend chasing me from behind" OMG kid you are so fake by saying this to me. At that time I cool down dee so I settle with him without throwing any anger on him. lucky on him!

Coffee Luwak

Are you tired of drinking your espresso or cappuccino and would prefer to drink a coffee beverage that is a little bit more unique? How would you like to try Coffee Luwak, the world's rarest and most expensive coffee beans? While arabica coffee beans tend to be considered the highest quality coffee that is available, Coffee Luwak are the most famous type of Robusta coffee beans and is considered a gourmet coffee. Extremely rare, it is estimated that as little as 500 pounds of Coffee Luwak coffee beans are available each year. It is such a highly desired coffee that it sells for $75 per quarter pound. This is an unimaginable high price for coffee but the story behind Coffee Luwak will make you understand why it's such a desired product.

While there are two types of coffee plants that are used in the commercial coffee trade, specific origins of coffee will have a large effect in determining the quality and worth of a coffee. For this reason, Coffee Luwak is one of the most unique and high quality coffees available in the world. Coffee Luwak is found in the three major Indonesian coffee producing islands of Sumatra, Java, and Sulawesi, as well as in some parts of Vietnam. Considering where it is found, it is not surprising to learn that Coffee Luwak is a high quality coffee. However, what makes it so unique is the way that it is processed.

In these major coffee growing areas resides a common, small marsupial known as the paradoxurus (or common palm civet, as it also known), which is part of the Sibet family. These animals tend to climb coffee trees in this area and eat only the ripest, reddest coffee cherries. As coffee cherries are a major part of the paradoxurus' diet (along with insects, small mammals, and fruits), they were long considered a pest in this region. However, a remarkable thing happens when the paradoxurus eats these coffee cherries. Due to their digestive systems, the paradoxurus is only able to digest the softer outer shell of the coffee cherry. However, little layers of the coffee cherries' mucilage remain with the inner coffee bean remaining in tact. Somehow in this whole process, the enzymes in the paradoxurus' stomachs add extra flavor to the coffee bean through fermentation. This has resulted in one of the most sought after types of coffee available.


The fascinating story behind the Coffee Luwak flavoring process would be enough to create a market for the product. The term Coffee Luwak can be translated from Indonesian to English with Kopi meaning coffee and Luwak being the local term for the paradoxurus. However coffee lovers absolutely adore the taste of Coffee Luwak. A coffee with a strong caramel taste and a heavy body, many have described the taste of the Coffee Luwak as complex with unusual flavor. This is probably due to the fact that the coffee beans have fermented in the stomach acids and enzymes of the paradoxurus rather than water. A sweet drink that features an earthy flavor with a musty smell, the Coffee Luwak is one of the most unique and best tasting beverages in the whole world.

Sadness on Shan

Tonight after Shan received a call from Sean dad really make her mood down totally. She tell me that his ex's dad call to informed that she appear on the star news paper yesterday. He also ask how is she doing lately? And this question touch her heart deep inside. She wonder why his dad had treat her nicely although they had break up for some time dee. When I listen to this matter, I can feel that she really feel so sad and regret. for the action she did in the past when they are still a couple. This feeling really hurt although she already tell me that she totally give up on him. I know that you already forget about him and been go on with your life but the feeling deep inside your heart you dunno that there is some part still belong to him. This night you been crying on me and i lend you my shoulder. I do tell you some joke to cheer you up but I know it not enough. Tears still drop from your eyes. Although it make me really sad when i heard your voice change and you started to cry. I have to brave up myself to chill and comfort you. I know tonight it been a hard night for you but i can tell you, you will be fine tomorrow. Shan, time will heal you and time will heal all the living thing in this universe.

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One more Satria GTI stolen (JFY 8810)

This message is original by rayeoh.
My friend who starts working in KL few months ago, he is also driving a Satria GTI
(JFY 8810) and last saturday afternoon i receive a call from him and he mention that his car were stolen around 11am at KL Kota Damansara. Same place with my friend Ans, So sorry for his lost, and to all Satria GTI owners please beware whenever u park your car.. this is the 5th case happens around my friends..

Detail as per below:
Car Model: Satria GTI
No Plate: JFY8810
Rim: 17" (5 spoke) sorry for no picture coz yet to receive from my friend
**with Tein Logo and URL behing the car

If any news please contact direct to car owner Mr Ian Ch'ng 012-4220577 or 012-4273283.

Hadn't we agreed to have happiness

This is from Jay Chow "hadn't we agreed, to have happiness"
Actually this song is in chinese then now it translate to english.
For those that dunno what it means, now it clear now.

your drawing is in a mess
at this moment in time
i thought of the pigeon beside the fountain
the sweetness is scattered

a mysterious tugging of my emotions
i'm still loving you
accompanying your singing here and there
pretending it's all ok now

time passed and left
love is faced with a choice
you've become cold and i've cried
the unhappiness at the beginning
you just wrote them on a post card
sometimes love can only be like this it's really painful

what happened, you're tired, hadn't we agreed, to have happiness
i understand, don't say anymore, love had weakened, my dreams have sunk
being happy and not, narrating them one after another, you can't bear it
those feelings of having loved are too deep, i still remember them

you're not waiting anymore, hadn't we agreed, to have happiness
i've been wrong, tears have dried, we've let go, i've come to regret
only that musical box of memories continue to turn
how can it be stopped?

Car Stolen: Satria GTI WKH 1900 (Silver) & PES 5585 (Silver)

This message is original by rayeoh.
Dear readers, My 2 friends from pro-hatch just lost their cars both are Satria GTI. PES 5585 were stolen in KL Damansara 3 days ago and WKH 1900 were stolen yesterday night (Saturday) at penang upper penang road car park, when he out from clubbing at around 3am the car no longer there.. hope you guys can help to look around and the detail as per below, thanks a lot for the help.



The rim had change to mat black and look at the tinted, its not proper tint so this might help to recognize. Please call 012-4624009 (Simon)



PES 5585, for more detail please call 012-6512116

Please help to look for these two cars and be careful to all drivers out there. Think twice before you park and upgrade your car security, that is what i can say..

Love that no return...

As we all know that sometime the people that we love can't be with us... Not matter what we do or done, what is not belong to us mean it not means to be our. Love is the most perfect weapon in the world... Love can make you live like you never live with your love one before but they can also kill you for love some one that don't love u back. Am I right about it? agree? There is some question I think no one will even know the answer.

1. Who can survive without love?
2. Who can know what is actually love?
3. Who can tell the future of love?

It sad when you don't get what u been hoping for. And it like hope and meant to be broken. It down when we all got negative answer or the answer that we don't hope to want it to be. love love love... can we plan for our love life? Why do we always love someone that not belong to us? Why that feel is so strong to some people until they can love blindly to someone that dun even worth? Why we always end up so lonely in the dark? Why this so call "LOVE" means?

Until here, speechless. just hope that Love is by my side...

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？

這個男孩太傻，為了一個不愛自己的人付出那麼多！....

現在應該很少這種人嚕..若他就在你身邊的話..記得珍惜他..
曾在女孩的記憶中，有那麼一個人。

「我現在喜歡的人，就是我前面的這位啦！」男孩大聲的說著，指著走在他前頭的女孩。

「神經病！」女孩嘀咕著，快速走開那群跟著起鬨的人群，只當男孩拿她開玩笑。

直到某一天，女孩收到了一封信。


『我是真的喜歡妳！我可以為妳做任何事，只要妳喜欢，我都會去做。
一封信就這樣，沒有署名，短短幾句話，但女孩卻知道是男孩寫的。
『那你能現在跳到馬路中央嗎？ 』
女孩在信紙背面寫上這句話，託人交給男孩。


「我能！妳看著。」男孩看了內容，當著她的面衝進馬路中央。

只聽見震聾欲耳的喇叭聲、刺耳的煞車聲、巨大的碰撞聲，以及映入女孩眼簾倒在血泊中的男孩。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩的話救護車高亢的呼聲中，依舊清楚的傳入女孩耳中。

「是你們家的女兒要我們家的孩子衝進馬路中被車撞的！」
「胡說！明明是你們家的兒子自己衝進去的！」

「什麼胡說！他同學說的你們不是也聽見了嗎？我們家的孩子是看了你們女兒的信才衝進去的！」
「真的是這樣嗎？」女孩的母親回頭看著女孩。

「嗯。」女孩點了頭，淚水也在她低下頭的瞬間，滴上了那張寫著男孩與她的字的信紙，似乎也企圖抹殺掉發生的事實。
「你看吧！你們要怎麼賠我兒子的人生！他再也不能打籃球了．．．．．．」男孩的母親歇斯底里的大喊，哭倒在醫院冷硬的地板上。
「這．．．．．．」女孩的父母無言。

「我要你們的女兒陪著我的兒子，直到他再也不需要她的時候，這是你們女兒欠我們的！」男孩的父親說。

「不行！她不愛你兒子啊！你不能那麼自私！」女孩的母親不捨女孩受這種罪。

「好，我會陪著他。」在眾人驚訝的目光中，女孩答應了。


-------------------------兩年後------------------------


在公園的躺椅上，男孩和女孩靜靜的坐著，輕柔的風撫過他們疲憊的心。
「為什麼喜歡我？」女孩開口了。

「能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。」男孩淡淡的說。

「如果有一天我有喜歡的人了，你會放我走嗎？」女孩說。

「我從來沒有綁住過妳，是妳自己不放自己走的。」男孩說。
沒有交談了，只有風吹動落葉的颯颯聲。

男孩說對了，兩年前在他醒來後，他就解除了約定，但女孩始終將自己綁在男孩身邊，她愧疚，因為她的一句玩笑話，毀了男孩的夢，男孩再也不能打籃球了。

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然而故事卻不會永遠都是好結局，女孩的心給了另一個人，沒有給肯為她付出一切的男孩。


「你為什麼當初要聽我的話！你怎麼那麼笨！」女孩跪倒在地上哭泣。

「我．．．．．．只是愛妳。」男孩說，伸手想將女孩扶起。
「我不要你的愛！」女孩甩開男孩的手。


「你的愛太強烈，害慘了我，你知不知道啊！你知不知道啊！」女孩歇斯底里的哭喊著。
「我．．．．．．」男孩說不出話來。


「為什麼是我！為什麼是我！你為什要愛上我！我討厭你這樣！我討厭！討厭！」女孩用盡所有力氣大聲嘶吼，轉身跑了出去。

女孩的愧疚太深，她沒辦法打開心結，她因為責任而留在男孩身邊，直到她喜歡上別人了，她再也不能忍受不能和喜歡的人在一起的日子，所以她崩潰了，然而也傷了男孩的心。

女孩使勁的跑，用力的跑，淚水模糊她的視線，心中的煩亂讓她沒看對她迎面駛來的卡車．．．．．．
「小心！」伴隨著警告，有人推開了她。

熟悉的碰撞聲響起，再一次，女孩回頭看，再一次的看見倒在殷紅的血泊中。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩說，嘔出一口血，昏了過去。

「不要！」女孩受不了再一次的刺激，她尖叫，使盡所有力氣的尖叫。

「太遲了，肋骨插進內臟，內出血止不住，沒救了。」
「那麼年輕就．．．．．．難道真的沒辦法了嗎？」

醫院裡的人議論紛紛，句句傳入女孩的耳中，她的淚水決提，濕了她的襯衫。


如果她當初能理智一點就不會發生了，如果男孩不要愛上她就好了，她哭，哭的歇斯底里，因為這次男孩真的要離開她了，他現在只能等待死亡。

「我想妳應該進去看他．．．．．．」男孩的父親說，他的悲痛清楚的寫在臉上。

「好．．．．．．」女孩語不成聲，她只能不停的流淚。
女孩進了病房，見到男孩蒼白的臉，她淚水流的更兇。
「不要哭．．．．．．」男孩心疼的舉手擦拭女孩的淚。
「你好傻．．．．．．」女孩哭個不停。

「或許吧．．．．．．這個給妳．．．．．．」男孩張開緊握的手，一封沾了血的信。


「這是最後一封了，好好的看好嗎？」男孩說，眼角留下一滴淚。


「好．．．．．．」女孩接下那封信，清澈的淚水滴在信封上，混著暗紅乾涸的血。
「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」


這是男孩的最後一句話，他再也不能待在女孩身邊，他走了，女孩昏了過去。

『給最愛的妳：

愛上妳，多半是痛苦，我知道妳的心永遠不會交給我，可是我還是好愛好愛
妳．．．．．．

當初如果知道我的行為會讓妳無法自由的飛，我不會去做。
妳知道嗎？只要妳高興，我真的能為妳做任何事。

我知道當妳看這封信時，妳已經有喜歡的人了，放自己自由好嗎？

不要在強迫自己留在我身邊，我希望妳能活的快乐。

不要問我為什麼那麼傻。

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。

我會一直守護著妳，因為妳是我最愛的人，我真的能為妳做任何事，不管過了多少年，我都不曾改變。』


女孩收起了信，她的淚水已經不再流下，男孩離開她已經五年了，五年的時光也讓她從一個年輕的女孩蛻變為成熟的女人。

女孩的命，是男孩救的，但女孩的心，自始自終都不曾落在男孩身上。

『能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。』

在蔚藍的天空裡，風裡似乎帶來男孩的低語。

女孩不能選擇，男孩也不能選擇，谁都不能選擇。

The 7th month of Anniversary

This is the story of couple having 7 month anniversary and got married in the end!

So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:
> -Girl:
> I love you.
>
> - Boy:
> Yeah I know everyone does!
>
> -Girl:
> Really?
>
> - Boy:
> Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.
>
> - Girl:
> Oh...but am I only your friend?
>
> - Boy:
> No...you're my girlfriend...why?
>
> - Girl:
> So when I say I love you I really do mean it.
>
> - Boy:
> Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.
>
> - Girl:
> ..........
>
> - Boy:
> So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?
>
> - Girl:
> Yeah...where?
>
> - Boy:
> I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?
>
> -Girl:
> Ok.
>
> - Boy:
> Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?
>
> - Girl:
> Ok. What time do you get off?
>
> - Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...
>
> -Girl:
> hey...I thought you didnt have work today...
>
> - Boy:
> One of my co-workers called in sick.
>
> - Girl:
> Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?
>
> - Boy:
> Yeah! and babe?
>
> - Girl:
> Yeah?
>
> - Boy:
> I love you.
>
> - Girl:
> I love you too!
>
> - Boy:
> Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.
>
> - Girl:
> Ok bye.
>
> - Boy:
> Bye.
>
> *******************************************************
>
> 2 hours later...
>
> The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....
>
> - Girl:
> Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
>
> - Boy:
> Wadssup.....you ready?
>
> - Girl:
> Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?
>
> - Boy:
> Ok.
>
> They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......
>
> - Boy:
> Wait! Can I blindfold you?
>
> - Girl:
> Why??!?
>
> - Boy:
> Its a surprise.
>
> - Girl:
> What kinda surprise??
>
> - Boy:
> A big one.
>
> - Girl:
> Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...
>
> - Boy:
> I promise.
>
> - Girl:
> Ok blindfold me.....
>
> So they drove off.........and then they stopped....
>
> - Boy:
> Ok we're here!!
>
> -Girl:
> Where??
>
> - Boy:
> Wait let me walk you to the place!
>
> - Girl:
> What place??
>
> - Boy:
> Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)
>
> - Girl:
> Baby!...
>
> The boy walks her to the place....
>
> - Boy:
> Ok...let me take the blindfold off.
>
> - Girl:
> Where are we??
>
> He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......
>
> - Girl:
> Omg...!(tears come down)
>
> - Boy:
> Why are you crying?
>
> - Girl:
> This is where you first asked me out...
>
> - Boy:
> What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)
>
> - Girl:
> (tears come down faster)
>
> - Boy:
> I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!
>
> - Girl:
> Get up!
>
> - Boy:
> Yeah?
>
> - Girl:
> (kisses him)
>
> - Boy:
> Is that a yes or a no?
>
> - Girl:
> Yes.

I Don't Want You To Go by Kyla

Another song that really touch my heart on 1st time i listen to it!
You really need to listen this song in a peaceful mood and in de silent background. Let the music play in your soul and feel the pasion.
I get this song from my friend that live at Ipoh and she is too in loved to someone that too deep and can't forget about him. But i do cherish her from now on. Joey you will be fine someday. Time will heal.

Here i am
Alone and I don't understand
Exactly how it all began
The dream just walked away

I'm holding on
When all but the passion's gone

And from the start
Maybe I was tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' my heart
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go

And heroes die,
When they ignore the cause inside
But they learn from what's left behind
And fight for something else

And so it goes
That we have both learned how to grow

And from the start
Maybe we were tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our heart
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go

Oh it's just too much
Takin' all the whole world all by myself
But it's not enough
Unless I stop trusting somebody else,
Somebody else
And love again

And from the start
Maybe we were tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our hearts
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go, no
Maybe we were tryin' to hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our hearts
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go
Oh no, don't want you to go