Me! Myself!

I thought, in the back of my mind, that the daily working this month might slow time down a bit (or give the feeling of time passing more slowly, to be more accurate) but here we suddenly are at Friday again. It put me in mind of something recently said when it was bedtime. “Why is the clock it just goes round and round all day!”

I actually looking for a way out, I strikes me how this is just another love. Looking for a way out of the searching is a love in itself. Whenever I thought I had found a way out, and relax in that, it's just the calm before the storm. I can see this pattern in me now. It feel so not me and myself. Even the day shine but in me I feel like nothing different much.

Please set me free and leave me alone! I just want back my life, my friend, my time, my trust, my own way of direction.

This is a quote from my dear Joyce Ng "hurt makes the happiness more true!"